Feeling very alone today. Very unheard -- both in the hevanlies and here on earth. Tired of being alone and taking care of things. Feel very much that it doesn't matter what I do or don't do - as no one notices anyhow. Very taken for granted.

And oh let's see on top of that we've got a dog that's dying and I don't know what to do; Noah's sick, we're broke and I don't know if world mandate did Ross any good at all. Nt to mention a husband I can't get ahold of who doesn't communicate with me.

And no it's not a pity party it's the truth...